31st January.

Thursday.

Back to school at 9AM sharp for Julien's workshop. Today's the last day. I had fun in these four days and I really learnt alot. I can say he's quite patient and of course, he's talented. He's really good at acting. He really is he a performer. Oh what do you expect? Lecturer in the MA performing arts and theatre. :D. He's a professor!

I had  FYP meeting at 1PM today at the skylight studio, discussing and after the meeting, something happened. And it's the main point why I wanted to let it all out.

Having the meeting and people not attending really do piss me off. And having the meeting with people couldnt bother and chatting with each other about irrevelant stuffs piss me off too. But its nothing to do with this.

I shall say its my fault. guilty.

I shouldnt have asked HW to attend the meeting because only leaders were supposed to attend.
BUT, do you have to scold her infront of everyone? Do you have to raise your voice at her infront of everyone? Scolded her at the wrong timing. You could just tell her in a nice and serious tone.

" Im not scolding you, im just being serious! "

But then again, you were scolding and attacking her instead of being serious.

" Im not supposed to attend the meeting in the first place. "

Yes, you didnt need to come. But, since I've asked you to attend, just be punctual for the meeting. Because two is better than one and can get things done even easier. . Because Josephine was there at the meeting too, she was talking about the sponsorship thing. Dont forget, If there is only you and me for sponsorship, I wont ask you to attend the  meeting already. But we have two other members as well. Asking you to come for the meeting, to help me out. Because if you're late and didnt attend, so whats the difference of me attending alone and you being late and not attending? Its my small request. D:
Sigh.

& then you came to me telling me that you're just acting? Well, if you're acting, you could tell her that you're acting after the whole " scolding " right?! E made a point saying that the members need to do something, need to help the leader because the members may think that " okay im just the member... all responsibilties goes to the leader. my name's not on the list.. "

But because you couldnt stand H's attitude, you took it out on her. Why didnt you charge your way to WingA and scold E's members?

& I discovered that you said 你骂了她因为我叫你做的？
我要你讲她， 好好的讲，而不是大骂她一顿
我没有叫你骂她
而且你还人身攻激 -.-

are you pushing the blame to me now?
I maybe pissed with HW sometimes but who are you to reprimand her when I didnt even raise my voice at her..

You're pissed with the FYP meeting and you lashed it out on someone. -.-

Both parties are in wrong.

But Im in wrong too. 100% wrong.

Nothing like this will happen if I didnt start it. If i didnt ask her.


Im sorry.

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Went to RWS to catch Incanto. A magnificent, awesome, wonderful, wow magic show. I give it a 10/10. :D

I wanna watch it again.



Till then, see ya.
12.35AM (Friday)