Day 20: The one that broke your heart the hardest.

Its E.P~ I guess everyone knows him right? Eh.. no no... I giess everyone knows that i like him right? yeah like & slowly love him till i can die for 5 freaking years. One-sided you can say. But he's the one that broke my heart the hardest. Why? First, Wanna befriend him by messaging him, telling you. & He tried to call me but i didn't answer. Replied me back saying, lets me face-to-face then say wanna befriend me. Second, I was too shy.. no no.. i'm too ugly to meet him.. maybe i'll just throw my face away, finding a holl to put my head in. Third, Whenever i see him, he'll thought that i'm just another school kid, an ordinary one. This makes me feel unwanted, espescially by him. Fourth, He's near yet far~ always ending up crying for him even in the classroom. Fifth, his O level Results day. Pluck up my courage, go over talked to him. & he just bloddy give me a cold reply saying, ' Oh hello.' Then turns to friend & talked happily. ): ): I swear i heard my heart shattered with a 'piang' sound.