Friday?

I'm really happy today because it's my favourite day & it's raining today too (: I love Fridays & raining days so two merge into one day, I'm really happy xD. Today is the last day of school for this week & homeworks are getting tougher & tougher, stresser & stresser, more & more. This week is only the 2nd week of school & i'm facing so many problems. Such as School, Homework, Friends, etc. I'm just an ordinary girl plus i'm anti-social. So what you want me to do? I cant do anything & I definitely cant dont do anything. ): I'm always an anti-social girl since when i'm 4? I dont to talk people/strangers. I'm always quiet. Quiet like hell! So people always think I'm a freak! ): I start to change when i was 14. I changed to becoming a talkative, agressive, crazy girl. But I'm always me! ): I'm 18 now. I cant possibly change completely for 4 years into a different person like how it took me 10 years to become talkative, agressive, crazy girl!! ); I may be unreasonable sometimes but this is how i cover up my quietness. I may be really really crazy at times but this is how i cover my upsetness. I'm really really changing. How i wish i can be a quiet , gentle girl who everyone loves. I can be really friendly if you are friendly too. I dislike people staring at me like I'm a freak. From primary school till secondary school, I always have friendship problems. So I'm hoping It will change for the better in Nafa. ): I just cant communicate with anyone., maybe to those who are not very close. I cant simply know what kind of person you are fully for just 2 weeks. I need time! ): Can you imagine? I'm crying now & I'm blogging at the same time ): ): ): I'm a happy happy girl but i'm a sad sad girl right now! ): I want to let go of everything, I dont want to be involved in small talks/gossips so I always have my itouch beside me. (: I'm a HUMAN so I will have FEELINGS -.- Okay! Enough of craping here! Key ah~ I MISS YOU ): Now I see your face, I cry even more ): LOVE YOU TILL MY HEART DIES. ByeBye. Goodnight baby KEY (: